Back in the booth – I’m in Master Control again, where it’s quiet and calm and I’m alone with my thoughts.


Poker’s been running my way, I’m up 83 something in my last three games…I played a game late last night where I took a bad hit early and fought back from almost nothing to take second in the tournament…I brought my ‘a’ game to that one, baby.


A girl I know, that I used to know better is coming by later for the obligatory return of possesions…I don’t know how I feel about seeing her again. I’ve been talking to her again…it’s all so strange. I liked her, a lot. I liked her more then a lot of girls I’ve dated longer, and when she left, it left me with a gap where she used to be, like a punched out mouth.


I miss her, and I’d take her back if we weren’t so proud.


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Stephanie Says
She Wants to know
Why She’s given half her life
To people she hates now


—Velvet Underground, Stephanie Says

18 thoughts on “

  1. sadie said she couldnt’ work out what it was all about, and so she let go…

    now sadies on the street and the people she meets…you know….

    she tried to be a good girl and a good wife, raise a good family live a good life, IT”S NOT GOOD ENOUGH

    she’s got herself up on the fourtyeighth floor, she’s gonna find out, find out what she’s livin for…

  2. A wise man once told me:

    “Dude, just fuck her.  Good ol’ grudge fuck.  Grab her hair and switch lanes without signaling.  Whoo!”

    It was something to that effect.  Maybe he was more of a wise guy, but hey, he makes me laugh.

  3. it was good to finally chat with you…as impersonal as it is, it kinda adds a dimension. As for my song of the day, it would have to be Velvet Underground as well…..These Days…..actually that would appear to be my current soundtrack

  4. Oh God.  The return of possessions.  I hate that part.  The only thing that feels more final and awkward is “The Return of the Keys.”

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