A new day…
Better, a little bit. Got some sleep and got past some things. . . Tomorrow is the Big Audition – the first day I produce two news shows myself. I was nervous, but now – I realize how small and stupid worrying about work is. Like the song says, you get shown to the light in the strangest of places, if you look at it right.
Tonight, I’m working one of what will be the last of my master control shifts, at least for a while. A part of me will definately miss these nights – it gives a person a lot of time to think, to pursue interior things. . . but I’ve been pursueing interior things to long…right now I’m going after the exterior in a big way…it’s time to make what Scarface would term “a coupla moves.”
And to everyone who had words of support yesterday – thanks. And don’t worry – it’s not all set in stone. Her test isn’t even back yet…so I’m not going to let it in my head yet.
lyric:
I can see for miles and miles and miles
My broken heart makes me smile
In my mind, in my brain
I go back and go completely insane
It ain’t personal, it ain’t me
Best of luck for your news broadcast.
You are no longer the masta controlla? That is a good thing.
Also good luck with your friends test. Hopefully it is negative.
good luck tomorrow…. no sweat….
You got to learn to shut down the inner dialogue and go with the flow
Good luck with the shows! And thanks for the comment, very wise stuff there :))
Couple of things… Hope the shows went well today. Wish I could find a new job and be happy about it. Hope your friend will be ok. She’ll be in my thoughts… And I had a taste of Tahiti 80 that you reccommended… I think I might like it. So thanks for that.
im sorry about your friend. i know how it is waiting for results like that, both with family and friends. hopefully yours will go well.
good luck w/the shows as well!! and i should take a lesson from you in not stressing out about some things!!
**Tara**
Dude, if your biggest problem is content (which is what you were bitching about last night), then your sitting pretty for an otherwise untrained producer.
First off, i’ve got my fingers crossed for your friend here. second, the only dead lithium battery i’ve got is the one that popped out of my little Pentax camera. i honestly have no bloody idea what’s wrong with my computer. at least Roxio’s not screwy now–i got that taken care of.
I am here for you Matt. If you need me, you know where to find me.
Have a better day and good luck with day shifts.
I can’t believe they’re going to let you produce more than a bunch or stuff requiring wipage.
yay for new job and sleep!
i figured that is why you were giggling
Good Luck!
good luck for you. lfie for yer crops.