EDIT:::: HAHA! A buddy of mine let me try City of Heroes for about 20 minutes .. . and I made a character so offensive looking that people who encountered me would actually stop what they were doing, comment, back up, or straight run away.. . pics and a long post to follow.
Last night was my night off, and I did NOTHING with it. . . I couldn’t bring myself to do anything but sit around leaking bankroll at poker . . .
I was so pissed off and I didn’t know why.
Pissed off about my circumstances . . . so long as where I am right now, I will never own a home, I will never drive a working vehicle, I will never be complete…
Pissed off
Pissed off
Pissed off
But you know what?
Fuck complete
Who’s complete?
Donald trump? A billionaire who never, ever looks happy?
The most complete man I’ve ever seen was a professional surfer . . .
That anger was counterproductive. It served no purpose but to make me abrupt with my friends, make me waste a perfectly good night off I could have spent in a disgusting strip club or a nice card game, and dent my fridge with my head.
WAY too much yang-chi
But I’m better now . . .
Also, I watched the documentery American Pimp. It was a hoot. Managed to convey that pimps were assholes (A fact I knew) while also managing to disply their pimpy guile, the pimpacious mein that a student of pimpology (and that’s THEIR word) uses to pimp. . . also made me realize that if you include all of it’s slang uses, the word ‘pimp’ has become almost as versatile as the word ‘fuck.’ Sample quotes:
“When I buy a girl clothes, do I buy her half an outfit? Do I half feed her? Do I half protect her? Do I bail HALF her ass out of jail? Ain’t no damn HALF in pimpin’. I take ALL the money.”
Lyric for the day:
“This is your life, and it’s ending one moment at a time”
Dust Brothers (actually a movie sample, but it’s in a song, so can it.)
So this is what you do with your nights now? I have a phone you know. lol.
I am not coplete either, infact, I felt complete about two months before I left and then I moved. It sucks and I want to not be here.
mmmmmm… disgusting strip clubs…… I need to check out that flick….
Aw, Chuck. Hope things get better.
Some day you’ll get pissed off enough to do something about all this, y’know?
That’s the point of the post you guys – I feel better.
Every nerve on fire, every breath sweet…
I’m so incomplete I’m barely even here. Just here enough to not like it.
I’m sorry life is not going the way you want it to at the moment, it will get better with time. And… yeah.. I draw comcis.. am hoping to put them up on a website by the end of this summer.
Your guy was offensive, so much so I had to stay away from the counter. *weep*